Hi! Sorry its been awhile...I think I might quit this...its hard to keep up with these stupid things...anyways...nothing really new, I wish there was but nope! Last week wasnt a good one AT ALL! It was mainly an emotional week for me *between family, school...everything, but thank you so much to my friends who were there for me and talked to me about things...I dont know what I would do if I didnt have any of you in my life epecially at this time! Every weekend I've practically been with my friends and its been tons of fun, I realized how much I love them so much and they are always here for me! I really hope things get better and my family is back to normal (I know that will def. not happen...) I just dont know what to do anymore...why am I here? Nothing is getting better or anything...I'm done...Hopefully this week will be a good one...I doubt it but...?

Keep leavin comments...I need something to make me smile!

                             Love ya,

                                     ~!*Taryn*!~

Maggie, Lacey, Krystal, Mandy, & Kristina~Thank you girls so much for being there for me...it may not of shown that I was having a good time with you guys but deep down I was! Thanks again for everything!! I love all of you very much!

Jackie C.~Thanks for taking time out to talk to me and being there for me! You're an awesome girl and Mitch is very lucky! Hang on to him you 2 are so cute! If you need anything I'm always here for ya girl! Love ya tons!

Julio~I love u!!

Everyone else that has talked to me and been there for me...Thank you!!

Alright so Krystal hooked me up with a new pic! Ya like?...but theres only one cutie in that pic ya needa look at...my girl--KRYSTAL! haha She left Sunday...I'm gunna miss her but for sure gunna go visit her!! Anyways...basktball is almost over...cant wait...then work is gunna be starting REAL soon! Ahh...cant get enough of being busy but HEY I get MONEY!! haha Alright so my week went by pretty fast! Tuesday had a bball game...we won...Thursday had a bball game vs. Mac...we lost, what can ya do they're good! Friday had a tiring practice...had to do 8 freakin laps around the school hallways...yuck! Went tanning then get ready to go to the Momence boys bball game! They won...it was a close game!! After the game hung out with Julio then went home around 12! Saturday sat around then went tanning and saw Lacey! Went out to eat then went to the mall to get some new shoes...YAY! Saw some ppl there...saw my girl Jackie workin' in finish line along with CJ! Then went home and watched some movies! Sunday chilled then hung out with Julio...went out to eat and then helped Julio ice his nose...aww...haha & watched some movies at his house...Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants is too cute!! & omg AmityVille Horror is a freakin Scary movie!!! HOO! haha (at least I thought so) lol After watching the movies me n Julio had a long talk...Today woke up and got ready and went to DQ to talk about work then went tanning and watched a movie and I'm about to go watch another one! Boy am I feelin the movies this weekend lol

Anyways keep leavin comments...

                                              Love ya,

                                                   ~!*Taryn*!~

Julio~Thanks for talking with me last night...I know how you dont like to but I needed someone to talk to! You always have the right things to say...Dont forget our promise also thank you for wiping my tears for me! I really dont know what I would do without you! You are truely my best friend and a great boyfriend! I love you!

Krystal~Sucks you had to go back to school but I know ya really wanted to! I hope things get better for you there, keep smiling! The times we hung out during break we great! Cant wait for this summer...there will be more! You're a great friend and thanks for being there for me...you know I'm always here for ya! Love ya

Margaret Jo~One thing to really say....I LOVE YOU!!...We've been having some laughs last week and they were great! You're an awesome friend to talk to! Love ya

Kaytie~Savin the best for last! Thanks for being there for me to talk to! You're a great friend and you always find a way for me to laugh! You're my other 1/2 haha! Love ya

---gotta love em'

  L-O-V-E. <3
it's a short word, easy to spell,
difficult to define, & impossible to live without.

    ---Awww....  

I now compare all the guys

to you & you know what?

They never measure up &

the sad thing is that some

of them are probably

better than you but I just

can't see it

       You don't choose who you fall for. You just fall, and you
get this person who is all wrong, but yet so right
at the same time…you know that you like them
so much, except sometimes they just drive you
completely insane and no one can explain it.
The reason it's so confusing is because
it's love…and if you didn't have any challenges,
what would be the point?

                                 --great movie!

Hey! I'm bored so I just decided to update! Nothing good happened last week just back to good ol' school! Had a game Tuesday and Thursday we won both of those games! Friday had practice and then came home and got ready for AN AWESOME NIGHT!! First went to the Momence boys game vs. GSW (with Jesse Fox, Ktm and Brittany) and they won! Got kinda lost on the way there tho but on the way home was AWESOME! haha Dropped the crew off and then headed out to my girl Krystals house for a Par-TAY! Got there around 10:15-10:30 and wasnt there for long and a cop came to the door...AHH SHIT! So I answered it and I was shacking so bad lol, but it was all good because he knew Krystal! ppl started coming around 11 and the party was getting started! Had tons of fun with my girls and Julio!! Had a CrAzY night! Talked to Julio till about 4 in the morning and then fell asleep...woke up and talked to Krystal for a lil while and then fell back asleep till 9 and then took Cwill, Jesse & Jordy Fox and Julio all home...went to Julios slept there till 12 and then went home!! I was SOO tired!! haha Got ready to go out to eat with my parents n aunt n uncle (I ate way too much lol) then came home and watched tv and went n hung out with Julio after his game!! Started watching Heat around 11 but then I was outtie hahaha woke back up at 1 and caught the ending to Heat and then went to bed! Woke up around 11 and now I'm here!! This weekend (epecially Friday) was AWESOME!!

Keep leavin comments...kinda slackin on em' tho!! haha jp!

                                                    Love ya,

                                                       ~!*Taryn*!~

Julio~I love you so much...everything I said to you Friday night I meant (minus all the bad things lol)!! Dont know what I would do without you...you are truly my best friend! I love you!!

Katlyn Rose Kozak~I miss you girl...we are hanging out soon!! Love ya!!

Krystal, Maggie, Lacey~Love you girls...Friday was awesome!

Quotes and Icons~*~*

Laughter is timeless, imagination has no age, and dreams are forever

          ----Awww...

Somewhere between
laughing for no reason,
stupid arguements, long talks,
and making fun of each other...
               I fell for you. <3

You're simply amazing..I've never had
anyone like you in my life the way you
make me smile is just unbelievable

     Comments!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Alright so lemme tell ya about my pretty good but then again tiring week!! Monday parents off the the airport!! It felt so weird with them gone!! But now I'm used to it...I could do this more often!! Maggie came over later on and hung out here and helped me with my Ipod! Thanks girl! Then we went to Steak n Shake at like 2 in the morning HOO! We were hungry, but I dont know if I should do that again because I was so tired and sick the next day! Tuesday had to get up early for bball game up in Hillcrest! We lost by a lot, but we played a good team!! When I got home I layed around the house and then Krystal came over and we went to get Maggie and went to the KHT for a lil while then hung out with Lynz in LV! OMG that was a ruff night!! Got sick on the way home...yuck, Krystal I'm still sorry haha! Wednesday had to get up early...omg I felt soooo sick!! We lost again but we could have won!! Wednesday night my brother wanted me to take it easy so I just chilled and hung out with Julio for a lil while then went to bed early!! Thursday had another game and we won! After the game I came home n slept again and then went out to eat then went to KHT with Julio, Addie, n Kaytie...then sleep! Friday got to sleep a lil longer...had a game at 11 and we won! I'm now officially tired of bball!! My WHOLE BREAK....bball!!!!! UGH Later on me n my brother went out to eat and then I rented some movies and then hung out with Julio for a lil while then cleaned the house a lil so I dont have to do so much Sunday then went to bed! Well yea that was my week! Aright could have been a lil more better if there was no bball!! Tonight I'm going out with eat with my dads side of the family at OCB with Julio then goin out!!

Hope everyone has a safe New Years!! Keep leavin the comments!!

                             Love ya,

                                 ~!*Taryn*!~       

~~~~~~~~~~~Edit: Monday~~~~~~~~~~~

Alright so New Years Eve was pretty good, I went out to eat with Julio and my whole family (mostly my dads side) it was nice, but I ate way too much lol!! Afterwards me, Julio, my brother and my cousin Cherish went over to my aunts house for a lil while so Julio could play my lil cousin Nick in Madden!! I tell ya, cant get him away from video games! lol It was so cute tho haha!! After my aunts house me n Julio went out to Ashlee Lines house because Camden was having ppl over so we chilled there for a lil while and then Julios mom wanted us to come out to his aunts so we went to get Tim and then out to Julios aunts! Boy was that an experience! haha We ate n drank (I had a stomach ache so I didnt drink 'that' much) His family was cracking me up!! We left a lil after midnight and took Tim home! I got my good midnight *kiss* too!! Aww...went back to Julios and drank some more and then was knocked out!!! Sunday woke up around 11:30 and just layed around the house all day and watched movies! Parents called and said they were staying the night in Texas because their flight was delayed...hoo one more night without them! So I def. didnt wanna stay home so I went to Krystals house and hung out with her and watched a movie n talked! Went home around 12:15ish...Yup!! haha Welp now I'm just chillin here gotta go pick up my parents around 3?!

Hope everyone had a good New Years! Now its back to school...YUCK!

'05 is passed now its time to settle on '06! Hope this will be a better year! Even tho '05 did have some awesome times but then again a lot of sucky times too!! But whatever...its '06 and I'm gunna live it up...just a year n a 1/2 and I'm outta here!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

My break has been goin pretty good!! Spending it with some of the ppl I love most!! Alright so my week went somethin like this...Monday-Bball practice 8-10 the chilled and went to get my haircut and hung out with the girls; made cookies and watched a movie!! Tuesday-Christmas shopping, then had a game at Rich South...we won, but the game didnt start till like 8 so I didnt get home till about 11:15ish...UGH! Wednesday-Practice then hung out with Julio and watched some movies...I jumped a lot haha!! Thursday-Practice and then later went to my girl Krystals house and stayed the night!! We talked a lot and watched some movies!! Lots of laughs!! jahajhajhaja *gotta  that girl! Friday-Woke up and got ready then went to Bakers Square to pick up a pie then got ready and went to Jesse Fox's Shop for a Christmas Party!! I was nice...I love Jesse's family!! Saw my girl Kaytie *Hope ya liked your gift, I'll prolly get ya 1 more thing* Thanks for the gift...I loved it!! Me and Krystal hit up ping pong...I kinda sucked...still rusty from all those years from not playing lol and of course Krystal is the champion of pings and pongs hahaha After the party, I hung out with Julio for a lil while and then went grocery shopping with my mom!! YES we have FOOD! haha Stocked up!! Christmas Eve-Woke up and layed around the house then got ready! Julio came over and we went to my aunts house to eat! YUM! Came home and wrapped some gifts before my parents got home and then got ready for church! Christmas Eve late night service is the BEST! Christmas-Woke up around 10 waited for my brother and then we all opened presents! I got some good things...especially my IPOD!! YAY! Gotta call up Miss Kaytie to help me out a lil lol!! Later my dad, brother, Julio, and me are all going to my dads side for Christmas!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE EVERYONE!! Omg its been a long time...I miss them!!

Anyways...keep up the comments, I'm lovin em'!!

Julio-You're such a great friendand boyfriend!! You've always been there for me and I couldnt thank you enough! I can count on you to be there for me whenever I need someone to talk to!!...I love you so much!!!

Lauren-Sorry I couldnt make it to your Christmas party! REALLY REALLY sorry! Hope ya had a good time! Love ya girl

~!*Plans for right now...might change tho*?!~ Monday: Takin the parents to the airport! Shopping, Tues. Wed. Thur.(if we win): Bball tourny...ahhh gotta wake up early!! YUCK!

New Years Eve~~Out to eat with my dads side of the family with Julio, then partying!! Talked it over with my parents and then said..."Have Fun...dont stay out too late!" hahaha YES...We'll see about that!!

  --I wish!!

---I love it when *he* does that!

 When the snow is

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there's only one place I wanna be
*in your arms*

I want that amazing Christmas kiss;
you know, the one where you're under the mistletoe,
not even realizing it, & all of a sudden he comes up
& cups your face in his hand and kisses you, & his
kiss leaves you completely breathless?
Yeah, that one…